just before the eoys

hiie.

so i'm back again. one final post before the second round of EOYs.

here are next week's papers:
monday - chemistry
tuesday - e maths paper 1 and geography
wednesday - e maths paper 2 and physics
thursday - a maths
friday - biology

6 subjects in 5 days. well done!.

my current progress of revision is close to zero... and that's VERY pathetic. but i believe that some friends around me are also in the same predicament, which leaves me to be quite complacent too. but i know that this should not be the way. last year, i was really motivated to do well for exams and tests and everything else. but this year, that motivation is totally gone. idk why. probably because i got into 3e8, and became complacent i.e, slack. gah. this sux.

so i should be studying / homeworking / practicing now, right? but that sense of urgency just isn't there. oh gosh. i think i'm gonna screw up again. AGAIN ):

and i'm really lacking sleep recently. as much as i want to go to bed early, i somehow and somewhat end up sleeping at 11.30 or even later. in the morning, i'll rush out of the house so as not to be late for school D: despite scoldings and warnings from my parents and Mrs Chua, i don't seem to care, which i myself can't quite believe this. okay i really duno what's wrong with me...

in conclusion, i'm not determined to do anything. and this will be my fallacy.





oh gawd D:





anyway, before i end off, i shall wish everyone ALL THE BEST FOR THE EOYS. JIAYOU AND GOODLUCK! (: