anyways, just wanna say that after so so so so long, i'm finally dismissed from school at 2pm. and this is just gonna happen once. lol. nvm if you don't understand what i mean.

thursday's gonna be the school's annual cross country @ pasir ris park. not looking forward whatever. coming friday is good friday, which is yay!, because it means holiday. i will be going out for Qing Ming. so, so, so, we'll be having 2 consecutive holidays followed by the weekend, wooohoo!

on a sad note, i've probably screwed up my chem test today. i did it so slowly, i ran out of time. my thoughts were all confused and all. gah.

on another sad note, the MYEs are approaching. my first paper will commence on the 27th April. i'm not prepared at all. gosh.

some self reflection: I think it's time that i stop finding excuses for myself to cut some slack or whatever. I wanna focus, but I keep getting distracted. every night, before i go to bed, i blame myself for not doing _____ but instead i ______. haaaaiz. and the worst thing is, sometimes people around me think i'm working too hard, when in fact, i'm not. i'm just catching up on work that i have yet to complete or mugging at the very last minute for a test on the next day. this is a really terrible feeling. i really gotta buck up and stop getting distracted. i have no more excuses to use, like having insufficient time, now that i have stepped down from Choir. thus i have decided to set some guidelines on myself, such as restrict myself to use the computer/handphone on the internet like less than 1 hour per day. the best would be not to use at all. i don't seem to sense that urgency, or that need to really FOCUS on my studies and nothing else. ): A final quote to constantly remind myself:

"By prevailing over all obstacles and distractions, one may unfailingly arrive at his chosen goal or destination." - Christopher Columbus