Self-reflection

Hello everyone.

This shall be a short post as I'm blogging with my phone.

Today's Bio paper was kinda bad.. Really. It was probably one of the worst Bio papers i've ever done. I'm so disappointed with myself. I thought I had worked pretty hard for this Bio Prelim, but apparently, i haven't. And this is probably applicable to the other Science subjects as well.. Sigh. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, so I tried my best to do a slight bit more preparation in advance, but it seems like it didn't quite work. :/

I really need to get rid of all my distractions and really focus and work hard for my studies. I'm really not performing as of what I expect myself to be at this stage, when I'm only left with less than a month or so to the big exam. :(

I can just hope that the remaining few papers would be really manageable and will pull up my marks..

So yup, tmr's A Maths Paper 2 and Physics Paper 1. Monday will be Bio Paper 1 and i'm done. Very fast eh?

I really need to resist all the temptations that I'm facing right now. Especially now when my siblings are having their hols, they tend to slack, and I get influenced by them as well. Like when they are watching online movies, I will just unconsciously watch it with them. And when i'm conscious that I should be studying, I tend to procrastinate and tell myself that 'I need a break', which really isn't true at all. This is a really bad sign.. I'm lying to myself. Living in self-delusion. Kinda.

Anyway, I was wrong to say that this is gonna be short. Coz I ended up typing more than expected. Oh well, that's what the purpose of blogging is, isn't it?

Finally, I would like to remind myself that:
I need to spend time wisely on doing things that will benefit me, and not stuff that will do me no good e.g. watching movies, playing games. These will definitely not help me in my Os. Definitely not.