Discipline, where are you?

Indeed, as the title of my post states, I haven't been disciplined enough these days.

I seriously must stop distracting myself and not get distracted easily, especially with only less than a month to Os now. My family and friends seem to think that i'm working hard already, but the truth is, i'm not. I'm still slacking at this point in time. I must really FOCUS hard already!! Argh. I'm extremely frustrated with myself. So many distractions around me. It's really difficult to settle down and study every waking moment, but i'll discipline myself to.

I MUST DO IT. DISCIPLINE AND DETERMINATION WILL BRING ME THRU THIS. SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER.