A Message To You

I don't dislike you. Really. In fact, I feel that you are actually a nice person to be with. You're smart, encouraging, helpful, friendly (maybe?), and many other nice qualities. But, there's just that little part of you that keeps me away from you. I believe I know why you are being so irritating, nevertheless, there should be some limit to it. You and I are very clear about why there should be a limit, so don't be ridiculous and ask me why. Indeed, I'm hoping to avoid you every single time - avoid your eye contact or even bumping into you at some place.

I must admit that I did have a crush on you last time. Personally, I'm not even sure if I actually still like you or maybe it's purely admiration. But in any way, even if I really do, I just want to tell you that the time is not right and just shrug that feeling off. You can survive through it. I'm sure you can. Just keep your mind on your studies and that's all. Don't even bother to think of anything else. Someone actually told me that there is a future possibility between the both of us. Well, maybe, and I must confess that I have ever thought about it. However, there's this thing inside of me, which tells me firmly that I must never fall for it. So, there it is, and I hope that you can take that feeling away from you. From then on, we can still be friends, definitely, but nothing more than that, at least not for now, okay? :)