About MYE

Sigh.
Depressing results.
Although I had kinda expected it, given the amount of time and effort that I spent on studying..... :(
Here's how I fared:
GP - E
Chinese - B
Physics - S
Chemistry - D
Maths - B
Economics - U

Yeah.. pretty terrible eh?

I think I could have done better if I had studied harder, especially so for Physics and Economics. Maths and Chinese fell short of my expectations - yes, I was hoping for an A. GP.. well I thought I could have at least gotten a D, but my essay kinda sucked, so yup.. Chemistry - well, the paper was rather challenging and time management was a really big issue, but I'm glad I still managed to pass, although I hoped to have done better. Economics, as far as I know, does not seem to be one of my strengths - I can't seem to score well for it. But it might have something to do with my emotional state before the paper...

Oh anyway, I had caught a flu about 4 days or so before the MYE, so I hadn't had the time to prepare sufficiently. Nonetheless, it is still not an excuse for me to score badly for my Mid-Years. :(

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Okay let me talk about how my life has been so far...

Well, Term 3 is going to be pretty hectic, as many teachers have continually said: with PW WR and EOM, Phy and Chem SPA, Preparation for Promos, and CCA etc.. Haiz.

How I wished I had relaxed more during the post O Levels period. I feel that I had been searching for a job and working for most of my holiday, and that's why you can still see some of my secondary school notes lying around the places nearest to my desk - if you know what I mean.

My social circle in MJ is rather small, and to be honest, apart from Pasirians, I don't really have any close friends. I don't know why. I can't seem to socialise or something.. Really. Frankly, I don't foresee myself hanging out with my JC friends in the future, which is rather pathetic. :/

Oh yeah. I forgot to mention about my A Level MT Oral and Listening Compre Exam. I think I didn't do well for both. I stuttered and got a little nervous during the Oral and I was thrown off by the question that was posed to me during the picture discussion. As for Listening, it was comparatively tougher than what I expected. The options provided were rather similar, which made it difficult to choose. I guess that I scored something around 7/10.. So terrible. Gotta work hard for the Written Paper!!!

Something dramatic happened yesterday at school, but I shan't elaborate more about it, coz' it's kinda personal to a certain extent and the person involved would not like this incident to be known and spread around the world.. Who knows if I'll still remember about if a few years later, but it doesn't matter.

Weekends are spent so quickly nowadays, and when then week comes to an end, I wonder to myself, what have I been doing? Only to realise that I hadn't accomplished a lot. In JC education, as well as in other levels of education in Singapore just that they're not as obvious, it's not only about getting it right, it's also about doing it fast, which I fail to do the latter. For me, it's an inverse thing... But for some people, it comes naturally. Life isn't fair, eh? :/

To end off my post, here's a little thing about running that I saw on Facebook:





P.S.: I know this post has full of random snippets of my life and it's rather disorganised, but I just feel like typing all these out. Tyvm for reading.