End of Promos

This pretty much describes how I feel right now.

But in a few days' time, it could become...

Yeah.

Promos have ended.

Relieved that it's over. But wait till the results arrive - that's when you know it's really over.

My simple wish is to pass all my subjects and get promoted. Hopefully I can manage that. 

So right now, I've been reading. Just finished 'Some Girls Are', by Courtney Summers. Well, one thing I have to say is that the 'f' word is very frequently used in the book. But apart from that, I think the storyline is rather captivating. :) Now, I'm going to read another book entitled, 'And This Is True', by Emily Mackie. This book was bought actually because of its interesting title. Quite an impulsive buy actually. Haha. :D Also borrowed other books from the National Library too. :)

Oh yah, as my birthday was near Promos, my birthday this year was not really like big or something. As in I also wasn't really in the mood for it. But still, a big THANK YOU goes out to everyone who wished or celebrated with me on my birthday! Thanks for making my day on 18th September! :D

Just yesterday, Amanda and I were supposed to go to NSRCC to gym via cycling there. Sadly, it rained, so we decided to take the shuttle bus there. But there was some miscommunication on my side which led us to miss the shuttle bus. Hence, we wanted to go to ITE Staff Club. But we got lost on bus 35. So after an entire  misadventure, we finally returned to Tanah Merah Station and took the next shuttle bus to NSRCC an hour later. Felt kinda stupid, but fun. Hehe. :D

Today went to do a Pilot Study for my PW. Collected unwanted excess food from residents in Pasir Ris. An enriching experience like the time I collected recyclables from residents at Kindness Week, a CIP event. :)

Oh yeah. Met my lovely PRSS friends, i.e. Amanda (again, hahaha) and Lee Boon, not long ago after Promos. Had a wonderful time as always. Chatted and ranted for most of the time. Always glad to have them!

:D

Anyway, 最近的一些感想：

有些人对你说的话，你不能每一句都相信，因为我们有时就是会傻傻分不清楚到底哪一句是真是假，尤其是甜言蜜语。有时候，我真的很想知道，你到底想干什么，可是之后又在问自己，问了又有何处，倒不如不问算了。我们的关系一直不断地疏远，我真的感到非常遗憾、难过，真的很想知道你有没有这种感觉。对我来说，你是我的精神支柱，在多数时候，一个能够让我感到快乐的人，但想了想，我觉得自己一直以来好像是自己胡思乱想，一厢情愿的。你真的让我感到很迷惑。我猜想，我心里的这个矛盾应该永远都解不开，直到你告诉我的那一天，我心里的挣扎应该就会解开了。今年生日你也没祝福我，我也无所谓，因为明白大家都各忙各的，但近来发现其实你对待其他人也是如此，让我感到些许的失望。人生就是如此，there is no answer to every question..　我该往前看了。I guess it's time to move on.

请大家读了这一番话不要问我到底在指什么。谢谢。